I think I am finally realizing it. I always knew Damon had feelings for Elena. I knew he was in love with her. But now, when I’ve lost Elena, I know how it feels. To love someone and not being able to be with them. I still it’s worse for me. Because I had her. I know her. I know her body and her soul. And I can miss her. I can miss her hugs and her kisses, her smell and pulling fingers through her hair, I can miss her waking up to me in the morning. Damon never had her, he doesn’t know how it feels to have her. But I do and now I know how it feels to lose her and I believe that hurts 10 times more. And I’m still standing behind my words and I probably always will… I don’t think he understands either, how much she really means to me. 

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